I'm currently reading The Threat by David M. Jacobs. Ph.D.
I really am enjoying this book. It's not like other books on the topic. It's very in depth and specific. I, as you can see by reading this blog, already know that I am an abductee. BUT Jacobs has opened my eyes. I really had this idea that that one time that I remembered was the only time I've ever been abducted. Now I know that is not true and that all the strange, supernatural events in my life have something to do with being abducted. Probably a screen memory.
I have started journaling, or writing down, all the strange events and dreams I've had throughout my life. I've been looking through old picture from my toddler years for clues. I wish I could look at some of the artwork I've done at that young age (I was really artistic and creative.) I'm wondering if I drew anything that I've seem. Aliens, UFOs, etc. I've always been told that I'm strange. That I wasn't quite human.
I can't be a hybrid, can I? I don't have that Nordic look that is so often described.
My skin is beige, my hair is black (but turns red-brown in the sun), my eyes are brown. I'm about 5'3". But my hands and feet are small. My shoe size is US 5.5 and my hands are very small. I've compared my hands to five year olds and most often they either have the same size hands or larger! So weird!
Maybe I will list my strange life on here.
I want to write Dr. Jacobs about my experiences and maybe someday have a hypnosis session to uncover what's really going on.
I really don't think I'm crazy, you know? I'm not prophesizing the end of the world and screaming, "I am Jesus! Hear me!"
According to the book, I'm being used for the Breeding Program. Which makes sense. Especially recently, everyone's been telling me I looked pregnant (althought it is absolutely impossible unless someone creeped into my locked bedroom and raped me, which I doubt.)
I've always felt I had a son. I can't believe it, I know. I'm just turned 21. I'm a college student.
FORTEAN. SHADOW GOVERNMENT. MILABS. ALIEN ABDUCTIONS. UNDERGROUND BASES. UFOS. CONSPIRACY THEORIES. MIND CONTROL. SECRET PROGRAMS. FALSE FLAGS. COVER-UPS. EXPOSING LIES. THE OCCULT. ESOTERIC KNOWLEDGE. SUPERNATURAL. DREAMS. VISIONS. MYTHS. LEGENDS. HISTORY. PARANORMAL. CRYPTOZOOLOGY. TRUE CRIME. EXPOSING SHILLS AND TROLLS. WHISTLEBLOWERS. LIFE & DEATH.